A Few Questions

Is it true that you still miss her?
Sometimes a storm breaks on a summer day.
Does it ever feel like it was all a dream?
Only when I forget to breathe.
But she promised to you?
Yes, she just promised. I promised to believe in impossible things.
Did you not try to hold on?
I learned the difference between holding on and holding a memory.
Don't you wish you had closure?
I have an open book; I get to choose the ending.
Do you regret it all?
I have forgotten how to walk backward.
Have you learned anything from this?
I know the exact weight of a ghost.
Shouldn't you think now to solve things for yourself?
No, I overthink, I complicate things further.
Anyway, It's possible to move on with time, isn't it?
Yes, it depends on how good you become at pretending to yourself.
What about the good memories?
My favorite songs have been re-mastered in silence.
What is the hardest part of it all?
The quiet of a ringing telephone.
Are you not lonely?
I am surrounded by my own ghosts, how could I be?
Will you ever love again?
My heart is a house with a locked door, and I have misplaced the key.
Do you ever dream about her?
My mind is an empty house, and the shadows still know her name.
So what happens next?
I'm waiting for the weather to change.